Or at least 95% positive we are buying a new car a little later this afternoon. The dealer has brought in the exact car we wanted and the price (in writing) is superb.

We are each closing in on 40 and neither of us has ever bought a car. DH took over an older sibling's car in high school, and I had an inexpensive one that my brother found for me after high school. DH still drives my 22 year old car to work every day (70 miles total). His car, that I was driving, is 31 years old and starting to experience some reliability issues. It's old and it's getting harder and harder to find parts for it, so we knew we couldn't use it as a daily driver forever. It broke down and needed the first tow of its life two Sundays ago. The tow truck driver just shook his head and commented that this wasn't unlucky- any car that only needs 1 tow in 31 years is pretty darn lucky. I suppose he's right, and even though we will be keeping the car as a hobby car, I'll still sort of miss driving it.

Hopefully I'll like driving a new Honda Accord as well- though I'm not looking forward to higher insurance and registration costs.

I'm excited because this is somewhat overdue, but worried about depleting savings a little and the added costs of having a new car.

This is something we haven't yet done. Each time the numbers were crunched, it was not worth our while. This time the number crunching says it is worthwhile. I'm very nervous as I don't know the process. I did a prequal a little while ago with a big lender and will talk to them later today.

We have 10 years left on our loan (due to prepayment) and at the current rate, we can take the 30 year, prepay the difference we are saving, and pay the new loan off even earlier. The upside being that it will allow us to cut our cost of living substantially should we hit hard times in this economy.

Wish us luck- Feel free to offer any advice.

We had 2 15 year old cats. One sickly for the past 3 years and her very healthy littermate.

The day after Christmas, healthy Gus was acting like he had a bit of a tummy ache. He'd just gotten a great blood panel 5 months ago so initially I wasn't worried. By the following Monday he was looking worse, so off to the vet we went. They kept him for the day and concluded by the end of that day that he was riddled with very aggressive cancer. 9 days later he was in such bad shape that we had to let him go. That wasn't quite a week ago and I'm still in a bit of shock. I miss him so much, he was such a sweet guy.

The CC bill will be here in a few weeks with $770 for his diagnostics, some medication to keep him comfortable, the final trip to the vet, and private cremation with upgraded box. He was an inexpensive cat his entire life and brought me so much joy, I have no hard feelings about the cost.

His sister cat has grieved terribly. Initially we were afraid that she was going to stop eating and follow him into the grave, but now she is eating okay again and we hope that she will pull over this hump to be with us a while longer. She is in frail health, so it is always in the backs of our minds that she may not be around long.

Just a little vent this morning.

One of my dear friends has had a tough year. She's had her hours and pay cut, and she's been bounced around from job to job within her organization. She just recently failed a major exam she needed to move forward with her credentials. She sounds so sad this year.

We don't normally exchange gifts, but I found a beautiful lapel pin to send her for Christmas. I mailed it December 13 and it has still not arrived at her house- she only lives 250 miles away. It should have been there well before now.

Of the boxes I shipped, why that box? It was only $20 so I didn't insure it. Looks like my friend is not getting her beautiful pin and I'm out $25 (with shipping). What a bummer. :^(

Though the numbers that have been coming out lately theoretically prove we are not in a recession, I've got to say that the Fish-O-Meter is buzzing wildly that we must be in a recession. Why, you ask?

Because... in the years that D.T. and I have been married, every time the US experiences a recession, D.T. becomes everybody's best buddy. D.T. is one of those people who can fix just about anything, and when times get tough financially for the general populous, we suddenly find ourselves inundated with "friends" who need something repaired in their car or house, but have been mostly absent in our lives up until this point.

They'll come. D.T. is a great guy and he'll help them, but most of them will disappear again as soon as they have no use for him. It's nothing new, but it is fairly consistent to be sure. Each time D.T. gets a little more cynical and a little more cautious- at least he learns.

This month did not play out well, LOL. With the monthly budget coming largely to a close on Monday, we are well over budget for the month. It happens sometimes- at least we have been under budget more than not, which makes up for months like these.

A 6 month auto insurance policy was due, and while we plan for that, we also try to keep other expenses down in those months to help compensate. This month was a little different though. We needed $300 in unforeseen auto parts, $200 in home repair supplies, D.T. needed 2 fillings, and then the cat needed her RX meds bought. It just added up to a lot of expenses this past month.

The money is there though. This is why I keep a "pad" in the checking account.

The May-June cycle should be a bit better. As far as I know, nothing huge is looming for that period. The June-July cycle may end up over budget though, so we need to stay well below budget for the next 30 days.

We did really well on groceries this cycle though, only spending $230 for the month and it included a good deal of meat that went in the freezer. I have not yet calculated auto gas for the month, and am not looking forward to doing so. I have not even left the house in more than a week and am going stir crazy. D.T. said the last tank he bought was at $4.07/gallon. It haunts me how much worse it will get before it levels off for a while. Oh well, D.T.'s got to get to work.

I've generally tried to be very careful about not wasting food, but in light of recent grocery price increases, it's more important than ever.

Rather than suffer through leftovers, I'm trying to use this as an opportunity to be creative. I'm sharing this here because I've found that the family will often be very eager to eat what's prepared, until it's stigmatized because they know it's a re-do Definitely can't tell them!

The secret I suppose is to "hide" the evidence so what's prepared looks like all new materials, even if it isn't.

Case in point: Last night we had a BBQ chicken focaccia. 1 cup of leftover, seasoned mashed potatoes (frozen from dinner 2 weeks back) went into the crust. It was delicious, moist, tender, and filling. The BBQ chicken that was part of the topping was also from that dinner 2 weeks ago- a leftover leg quarter that was chopped and frozen in BBQ sauce. They loved it, and the less the family knows, the better.

One of my favorite re-do's is freezer enchiladas. Enchilada sauce (homemade from a 25c can of tomato sauce and a handful of spices) is strong stuff and can effectively, and deliciously disguise just about anything. Any kind of leftover meat, rice, potatoes, cheese- anything that's been frozen and needs to go is a candidate for enchiladas. If there are corn or flour tortillas in the freezer that are past their prime, don't even bother to roll them, just layer them into a casserole.

We also have freezer pizza from time to time. This is a great way to use up little bits of meat, whether it be the tail end of a package of bacon, a lone bratwurst, a smidgen of kielbasa, ham scraps, etc. 2 oz of this and that becomes a pizza-load of bliss.

This weekend I'm planning on making a taco casserole. There's a small amount of leftover crockpot pork in the freezer, which can be shredded and combined with beans, leftover (frozen) rice, salsa that needs to be used up, and even the crumbly end of a bag of corn chips. Served with cheese and new corn chips, it will hopefully be a good couple of meals and also a big hit.

One of my biggest leftover challenges is my DD's oatmeal- or "ugmeal" as she calls it. She loves oatmeal much of the time, but sometimes I make it for her, thinking she wants it, and she turns up her nose. Since she hasn't touched it, into a 2 cup jar it goes, into the freezer. This morning I did a little digging around and found an oatmeal roll recipe that should work just about perfectly with 2 cups of prepared (brown sugar added) oatmeal. Can't wait to try it.

Another food leftover challenge I'm facing at the moment is the crumbs left in the shredded wheat bag when all the cereal is eaten- there always seems to be a rather large amount. Not too long ago I saw a recipe for cookies that called for grapenuts and I wondered if the "wheat shreds" might be a good substitute in that recipe. I'm not quite ready to try it, but will let you know how it goes when I do.

Although it's not a 100% proposition, I sure feel best when very little goes to waste. I wish that I always felt so optimistic and creative when it comes to this sort of thing, it's a lot more fun than always feeling discouraged by a too tight grocery budget.

Our stimulus payment came Friday and I immediately transfered it to a MMA. I asked DH if he felt badly that we weren't spending it and stimulating the economy, and he said he didn't. His feeling is that we will spend it if we need to. Interesting point, I thought- "need to." I don't get the feeling that the money came in case we needed something, but rather to be spent on something extra as a way of dumping it back into the economy. It got me thinking about how much of our economy is based on fun and frivolous pursuits.

On a side note, I went grocery shopping this morning and found it interesting that there were some huge gaping holes on the shelves. There was no rice at all, and most of the canned corn was gone as well. Now you just know that all that wouldn't be gone if the media hadn't panicked the masses. All I can do is shake my head. That kind of stupidity panic will end up driving the price up more than if people just bought what they needed and risked a real shortage.

At least I didn't want/need corn or rice today, and there was still plenty of food otherwise. We won't go hungry- at least not this week.

May marks a 3 paycheck month for us- with the first one coming in today. As usual, with a little forethought and planning, we're able to put the first paycheck of the month directly into savings and work with a 4 week break between usable paychecks. Though it's proving to be a tight month financially already (my budget month is mid-month to mid-month), I went ahead and put it all in savings, hoping none will have to be pulled out again later.

We're expecting our stimulus payment tomorrow, which will also go directly into savings- assuming it even shows up!

Got a $50+ rebate from our pay-in-full cash-back credit card.

And the water bill came in today- $40 under budget.

It's nice to have a day when you have some hope that you'll be able to do a little more than just stay afloat!

I'll admit I've been feeling a little down regarding recent inflation and its effect on my once fine budget. It's definitely "putting a crimp on our style," so to speak.

Rather than mope about it, I suppose now is a good time to reassess our expenses as they come up and decide if we really do need them, if they can be reduced, or if there's a suitable sub available.

While I'm a little bummed about starting to cut some of the little luxuries life has finally afforded us, I'm still immensely grateful for the quality of life we can maintain at present; if it doesn't compare to most American's lifestyles, it's still embarrassingly good compared to much of the world.

Still, it hurts on some level to be reminded by others, often in a patronizing manner, how fortunate I am to have these luxuries to sacrifice. Of course those pointing this out are not yet at the point of making sacrifices; much easier to complain about snow on your neighbor's roof, eh?

So onward we go, more careful than ever, not thrilled about having to be the bad-guy-money-police again. It was nice to be able to loosen the purse strings, even if it only lasted a short time.

Living consciously can be brutal.